• ᴮᴬᴰ ᴿᴼᴹᴬᴺϾᴱ`{♥}

20th May Romance . ❤

I'm one of the 登雅`s lady there -

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.Friday, June 25, 2010 ' ♥

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tomorrow is birthday , I feel upset more instead of excited . It's my birthday in the few hours time . But I still don't feel like it . I just hope you'll be like the past , because you do changed alot compared to the past .

Anyway , I'm so glad later will be the last last sessions of my PTO . Gonna miss all my fellow probationers ! Hope all of us here would remember what we had actually learnt and through together from the beginning till now :) together-NESS ! Haha , this words may not exist but they're created and often used by us :) take care all , hope we'll still keep in contact guys !:))

Omg , I wanna EXTEND MY HAIR !!!!!!!!!

`Elyvi signs off at Friday, June 25, 2010

.Sunday, June 13, 2010 ' ♥

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TUESDAY - FRIDAY = PTO
MONDAY , SATURDAY & SUNDAY = WORK .
SIBEI CHUAN !
NO OFF DAY WANT UHS ?!
CCB , GAO LAT !

`Elyvi signs off at Sunday, June 13, 2010

.Friday, June 04, 2010 ' ♥

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跟你说我的感受了之后，我也舒服多了。。你不要问我为什么，因为爱你就是我的理由。。我爱你

哭過就好了
This morning , I cried . You hugged and kissed me . You apologised to me , you beg for forgiveness . This morning , When i was sleeping . Out of sudden , You hold my hand . My heart melt after that . I cried without your notice . I have been thinking the whole night , Should we just end this . Cause it's miserable for me . I wanted to tell you , But i don't have the guts to say it infront of you . What you told me this morning , Hope what you had said are all truth and bottom from your heart . You told me you love no one but only me , I'm the only person who stands a position in your heart , You said i think too much . Maybe i have really been thinking tooo much recently . Lucky you sayang and pamper me , if not i may just leave you all alone in the house . I cried till my eyes both are swollen and another side infection . Baby still can say me ORBI , Who ask me you wan cry . Say me like ah hai and say i like a DOG ! WTF -.- Hahaha ! This is how we communicate la .. I'm not feeling welll ~~ Should i go work today ? Alamark , Sleepy ! Not having enough sleep lately . Sian .

I MISS AH HAI BABY ! Hahaha , Tonight AH HAI BABY is going to Jiadoh at my house downstairs de xin tua (: Heeeeex ! Can go spotcheck him ...
Love You ~ And you better MAI GAI LIM BEI HONG (: Muacks !

Labels: 哭過就好了~

`Elyvi signs off at Friday, June 04, 2010

.Wednesday, June 02, 2010 ' ♥

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I'm unhappy , I'm upset .
I'm feeling Paranoid .
I'm too over-sensitive .
I get Jealous easily .
But whatever i'm doing is because ,
I Love you .
I'm afraid you would Lie to me .
I hate liars .
If you're really gonna lie to me .
i'm afraid i will never forgive you .
Sometimes ,
I felt that i cant even compared to your ex-gf .
Not even your FRIENDS .
I'm like the one giving ,
You're the one taking .
Please be fair to me .
I need your attention too ,
I need your care too .
I need to be treated more of your care and Love than ANYONE else .
I'm vexed .
But did you ever really come and understand me more ?
Ask me what i'm really thinking actually ?
Have you spare a thought for me ?
I feel like dying .
I wanna end this soon .
Even though i seems to be very cheerful everytime you saw me .
But deep inside me ,
No .Absoblute ly NOT .
You had never try to understand me before .
And this ,
Makes me think i'm more like your normal friends than your gf .
I'm miserable !
Do you know that ?
I'm Lost !
Do you know that ?
I 'm HEARTBROKEN !
Did you feel THAT ?!
Not because you knew i Love you,
So you take my Love as granted .
Than appreciate it .
I'm not sure whether how long i can hold on .
I cant breath properly with proper air .
My heart cant pump properly with proper heartbeat .
I just wish you would be faithful & truthful enough .
Am i asking too much like this ?!
This is what every girls need from their guys .
I 'm sad ,
I wish to cry !
But i can only cry in one of the corner of my rooms .
I don't need anybody else to be here for me .
But only you .
I need a stable shoulder to lie down on .
I need somebody to wipe my tears away .
I need somebody to pamper and dote on me when i need it .
Which is you .
Everything is You .
I need you , and i love you .
Yes , Truthfully ,
I'm miserable .
I'm upset .
Really ,
But everytime i saw the smile one your face ,
I'm contented enough .
I Love to see you smile instead of giving stupid face .
I see you as a Perfect guy even though others don't think so .
I wanna be your pillar even others felt you're too heavy to be lean on.
I hope i'll be the one bringing joys and smile to you every single days.
I 'll take all your pains & troubles away for myself ,
And you to be cheerful and freely everyday.
Whatever it is , I Love you . EUGENE TEO ZHEN HAO .
What about you ?

PTO is starting on 8th June , I'm vexed !
I'm going crazy soon !
Cause the time is crop up .
Went back to company today .
Tomorrow have to attend lessons .
So i'll be very quickly bring my clients and make appointment with boss already(:
Money Money Money Come~
Hope will hit the target of $1000 and above for the very first month of the Company .

Labels: 爱的好辛苦~

`Elyvi signs off at Wednesday, June 02, 2010