• ᴮᴬᴰ ᴿᴼᴹᴬᴺϾᴱ`{♥}

爱要这么说出口?

  • Romance `
  • 哭過就好了. Somehow ,
    I had already knew how much I Love you
    How much effort i have been
    Putting in this relationship
    I'm afraid .
    Everything turns out to be
    Different after all
    This is what the most fearful
    Outcomes i 'm afraid the most
    You think I’m strong?
    Well , though I seem to be tough,
    I’m afraid of one thing.
    It’s realizing that I’ve lost the person whom I gather strength from .
    But Falling for you is not my problem ..
    It's knowing that i might hit the ground hard at anytime.
    I'm afraid , I want only the truth .
    And so , I'm Vexed .
    I wish i can give up on everything i'm holding on tightly now.
    I need to gain back the confidence
    We need to get this done together
    I Love you .
    Hao❤


  • Yearnings
  • Finish Tagging on 27th April 2010
    Smoothly finish Probation on 14th Marc
    • Earn $1800 &above this Month(:
    • Extend my Time Restriction
    16th Birthday
    • Golden Couple Casio watch w baby<3
    IPhone
    Lv Sling
    Lv Neverfull
    Gucci Handbag
    Gucci Slingbag
    Gucci Lanyard
    Guess Gold watch
    • Coach pink Sling Bag
    Nokia red E63
    Dior Mascara
    Anna Sui Blusher& Foundation
    New Lappy
    Maxy Pure Brown contact lense
    • More tops & bottoms
    • Slim down to 45kg
    • Bike&Car License on 18th years old
    Stable , well paid decent Job
    • Hair Grow Longer like the past
    • Better grades for my Exams
    • More to come (:

  • Just Dance !
  • Random Songs .

    • Dear god by Avenged Sevenfold
    • Circus by Britney Spears
    • Takin' Back My Love by Enrique
    • Sexy Bitch by David Guetta feat.Akon
    • Celebration by Madonna
    • Baby ft. Ludacris by Justin Bieber
    • I'm in miami BITCH Let the bass kick
    • Black Eyed Peas - I Gotta Feeling
    • Lady Gaga - Bad Romance
    • Major Lazer @ Levis Fader Fort SXSW
    • Ding Dang 叮噹- 我愛他
    • Nan ren Bu gai nu ren liu lei
    • (爱我的人和我爱的人) - Qiu Hai Zheng
    • Ying Kwa Sia Jai
    • Da Endorphine - Dai Yin Mai
    • รักแท้ดูแลไม่ได้ - Potato Thai
    • - OK นะคะ - OK Na Kha
    • Ruk ter mai mee wun yhood:รักเธอไม่มีวันหยุด


    20th May Romance .

    I'm one of the 登雅`s lady there -


  • Affiliations

  • .Friday, August 28, 2009 ' ♥
    Daily Routine ` FK off bastards (:

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    `Elyvi signs off at Friday, August 28, 2009

    .Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ' ♥
    Daily Routine ` ZZZ
    wow , someone is spamming my blog ? HHAAS ! finally putting her OWN nameSS down uhs ? I'm putting it off , at  least i 'm not gonna PRIVATE the blog . One person spam , using sooooo many ppls names ? Laughs, grow up la . So sick & tired , find it funny ? cos you're tooo childish . Shall i get a Lollipop for you ? Maroons . Dirtied my blog , gonna clean it thoroughly . Yeeeeook.

    16th July
    On the phone with Benson Bendan in the afternoon . Going to prepare and meet him at Farrer park . Melody called me when i was almost done. She says she wanna join us , than i called him whether she could join . He say anything, than i ask Melody to meet at Je mrt station. Trained down to farrer park , waiting for Benson Bendan at the platform. Chit chat with melody . Than saw him , lols. Went to Vivo , was damn hungry . Actually wanted to eat at the Kopitiam , which looks like Old traditional de. But cant find -.- We walked and looked for it for more than an hour :/ We got no choice but to eat Ljs . Melody wanted to eat BK . But i don like it -.-' Slack at ljs for awhile , went to smoke . Than Trained back to my kampung , called james when saw his missed calls. Ask him where's he , he said orchard . Still ask me go find him , crazy -.- Still say gt xtra helmet can pillion me :/ No way , so boring . Hang up , reach Je , Home sweet home :D

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    `Elyvi signs off at Tuesday, August 18, 2009

    .Monday, August 17, 2009 ' ♥
    Daily Routine ` cherish what's infront before u lose it
    Tags replies

    Melody : hhaas. see how wei da am i ?
    Jia Hui : I'm nv MIA luhs. Just tat i 'm very sad over somethings nahs. that's why . Haish .
    Amy : I'm now truly regret le , scared le. Dont dare to touch le nahs. Haish , bcos of that , i lose someone. It' totally not worth it lor . SIGH ~~~!

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    `Elyvi signs off at Monday, August 17, 2009

    .Sunday, August 16, 2009 ' ♥
    Daily Routine ` it just end here ):
    since i'm at home , i shall update. As everybody says my blog is rotting. This week din went to school at all. I went to drink drank drunk for the whole week again. Hais ,  sry for those who ask me don touch all those again . But i cant. I'm truly regret of touching those things back . Because i lose someone important in my life. The moment of harshed , i told him something that i shouldnt. I'm sry 'Baby'. Maybe this's the last time i call you this , cause i know you would hate me . I'm truly regret. That day i really smack fk-ing tooo much already. Everyone ask me to write that kind of msg. Until i was awake , than i realised i sent it ! I know everything is too late already.Maybe it's all fate. After tat day, i din eat at all. I don remember who am i , i feel kinda slapping myself . I drink drink and drink . I really forgot who , me , myself is. Why am i here? Something is missing in my life . There would be a thick scar in my body . Never be removed. Anyway, i just hope we would be the same like before, but i knew you wouldn't . The moment i woke up just now, I dont know why i'm crying... My fingernails had got blood. I pinch myself in my dream . My hand is all bleeding, leaving damn ugly scars on it . So what ? You wont care for me anymore. Seriously, you're the lucky. i have got many choices , but i choosed you . You doesnt treat me good either. Maybe we should just end here bahs .


    Anyway , tml i have to go back Jurong HQ to report again -.- BOred. See whether got the chance meet until Steph and ivy not. Better dont let me see until Tat Bytch . CAI YING. bcos of her, the three of us KENA. YIAO SHIU !fk-it. Hope tonight nobody ask me go drink again , i wont go to . Tml comfirm must go report , if not PANG KANG !  Anyway , this few days , Thanks to zy , yiren , ben , baichi , ah zai and more and more and more .. thanks to you guys. Wash my brains. I found a new paths. ZY & Yiren , u guys treat me damn good . Who should i give a chance to ? i dont know. Cos currently i jus wan lead a single and peaceful life (: And i still cant get over him , sorry .

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    `Elyvi signs off at Sunday, August 16, 2009

    .Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ' ♥
    Daily Routine ` Your Love

         Took this on 5th July with Melody . At Bishan Mrt .

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    `Elyvi signs off at Tuesday, August 11, 2009

    .Sunday, August 09, 2009 ' ♥
    Daily Routine ` Loves you girls :D



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    Meet Meiling& Dearest at Jurong East Mrt Ytd(:   Than Meet my 5cents :D
    She's so so funny luhs. Shop around , and we bought the same Dress . Look at the pictures of the three us and you'll know- Dearest , 5cent &me . Meiling bought the blue wan, but she doesnt wanna wear ):
    Something happened ytd , met some -fkers. And 5cents 'treated' her her SUNDAE chocolate ice-cream , LOL. And that f-ker even dare to scratch my 5cents hand, fk-ing bytch !
    Took lots of photo (: take a look .
    KANA CANDID BY 5CENTS !

    `Elyvi signs off at Sunday, August 09, 2009

    .Tuesday, August 04, 2009 ' ♥
    Daily Routine ` Is this fate ?
    Things are really so unpredictable .. Staring at the seas , i think and thinked . Should i really end it ? I really dont know i should give up anot . I know and prepared tat this thing will be happened anytime. I'm really afraid. What if this things doesnt happened ? But i dont think so .. Its so obvious already. Recently , there's really too much things happened. I can't take it anymore. I really feel so unsure of this ♥ . I don't know when things will fussed up this ♥ again . And who'll come between us again . I am afraid , really ... I'm sleeping with fear every night , wake up in the morning , lookin forward for your -good morning msg. Waiting to hear your voice every night . We used to chat on the phone with topics which doesnt breaks my heart. But after tat day , which you says you wanted to leave . As you think it's good for me . NO. Although we're back to normal already , but everything seems to have change le. Yes, You still love me and care for me as you used to . But you have always been hinting me that you'll leave me soon after that incident happened. Every words came out from my mouth are truefully and sincerely deep down from my heart. I told you before, if one day you're really gonna leave me .. I 'll really lost. Cause you're the one who make my life so lively ,so colourful. Without you , it's so colourless. The world will totally become so dark. You have been telling me you really ♥ me so much so much , and you cant bear to leave me . I really hate you to say that you wanna leave me.Its so hurtful .. Really .. so miserable..We seems to drift apart after today .. nothing happened . Just wanna tell you , i♥U
    `Elyvi signs off at Tuesday, August 04, 2009

    .Sunday, August 02, 2009 ' ♥
    Daily Routine ` unconditionally loves
    Many things happened recently . I'm really tired & sick .But no matter what , i'm not gonna give up through. So sick of blogging already , nth good and memorable to post this few days . Went to causeway point to meet Dearest Ytd . Miss her damn much . Weiling & her hostel friend was here too , but forgot her name ler -.-' It was her friend birthday . Went to eat Pastamania for our lunch , So yucky man . Weiling & me ate it so unwillingly . Laughs, Almost puke everything out -.-`   Quite fun ? Have Our Honeymoon session with Dearest and outside her house , So much things to tell her . So happy & sad.

    Without you around , you make me blinded . I din know which path should i go . What should i do ?
    No adviser , no Nothing . Hoping everyday for your discharge (:

    Reached home at 9plus. Met Sweetest♥ awhile, as some small things happened . We quarrelled abit . than went off -.-''  Everything is alright now then (:

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    `Elyvi signs off at Sunday, August 02, 2009

    Dislike me ? Jolly well fuck off from HERE . (:

    This is what we called , Inperfections .

  • Hao`s❤
  • Elyvi Lim

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    Mei Ling
    is how everyone named her.
    But she prefered to be called
    Ling / Elyvi
    26th June is her Big day
    each year
    She's free & Single now
    I'm contented with the Life
    I'm leading now w/o anyone
    I love to drink & dance .
    I enjoy my nightlife
    She 's neither a bytch
    you can offend of .
    You're no one to Judge me
    When trash like you ,
    Neither is Perfect .

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