• ᴮᴬᴰ ᴿᴼᴹᴬᴺϾᴱ`{♥}

20th May Romance . ❤

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.Friday, December 19, 2008 ' ♥

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Looking at our past photo , My heart really sank to see him lying in the hospital . With machines around him to support him . Why do you work so hard for ? I'm sorry .. I know u wanted me to have a memorable Christmas .. You want me to be happy .. So As I .. Last morning at 12 plus i called , we are still the sweet talking .. I told u I misses you so much , and u said u'll come home early after work . Yet from than on , you din give me a single call .. Than pei zhong called and told me the situation is in a mess ! YOu had an car accident ?! You're unconscious ?! severely bleeding?!
At first i tot he was joking , but it seems it's true ! Aftr the call , i quickly rushed to his parents room to wake them up ! They were so shock about the bad news ..They told ask they are now at Block 988 . Accident take place there. When we went there by cab , it's too late . All of them are sent to NUH ! When i alight from the cab , The car was really crushed like hell .. The crushed started off from the back right seat . And that's where Baby seated .. When we reached NUH by Cab , i saw everyone was perfectly fined ! Some of them only with minors injuries and cuts
I'm sorry .. I know u wanted me to have a memorable Christmas .. You want me to be happy .. So As I .. Last morning at 12 plus i called , we are still the sweet talking .. I told u I misses you so much , and u said u'll come home early after work . Yet from than on , you din give me a single call .. Than pei zhong called and told me the situation is in a mess ! YOu had an car accident ?! You're unconscious ?! severely bleeding?!

That's too unfair ! Why is everyone outside and only Baby was pushed in to the emergency ward?! We reached NUH at around 3 am . And i can only see Baby at 8 am plus in the SICU .. When i saw him lying on the bed like this , My mouth was jammed .. I can only keep on whispering to him , calling him to wake up .. He don't look like himself anymore , I really miss his smile , his laughter , his silly actions .. What he do is just wanted me to be happy.. He gives the best of the best . He want me to have the best ..

Baby , Please wake up .. Everyone was really very worried for you .. Ytd there's alot of ppl went to visit you .. But you're still sleeping .. Until now you're still in the unconscious state.. Baby , i know u need me the most now .. So i promised you that i 'll be strong .. In order to take care of you.. Like what everyone says , If i wanna take care of you , first , i have to take good care of myself first .. Baby , stopped sleeping already .. Do you know how many ppl out there care for you alot .. Especially your Parents and Me? Your parents are so worried for you .. They cried so much .. Your Sister cried so much .. Everytime i went to visit you in your bed , My tears was dripping out of control .. it can't stop rolling down from my cheek .. My heart was sanked .. Baby , i wanna see Your smile , hear your laughter and Laugh at your silly actions ! Baby , i really hope you'll recover ASAP .. We still have to celebrate our X'mas .. Our Chinese new year de nehs .. We're still Saving money for our batam trip .. Wake up please .. I need you alot now , I promised you and my parents to work hard for my studies.. If you continued to be like this , how am i able to cope with my studies ? Than whats' the point of studying if there's no you behind supporting me ? Do you know i felt very lonely wherever i go .. In the past , wherever i go , there your accompany .. But now , everything i do , wherever i go , whatever i drink or eat , i'll have to be alone .. Even now i was in your room . I was lonely .. When i was sleeping , you'll disturb me , And we'll always be fighting for the computer . But now , no one is fighting with me . No one talk to me and joke with me in the room , I miss your tight hugs , miss your sweet kisses and miss your warm palms.. Baby , i'm so lonely now .. Whatever i see now is all our sweet memories.. Wake up and make me laugh please ..I miss you So much now .. I need you .. Baby , NO matter how you're now , i gonna be by your side accompany you .. you'll not be lonely , i'll still love you .. Don't be scared , i know you'll able to make it .. Don't forget you're always my strong Baby infront of me to protect me ..Baby , please don't make myself cried to sleep every night . I know you didn't wan this type of thing to happened .. You don't wish to see me suffer like that , but so am i .. Please .. Please wake up , Don't worry Baby .. I'm coming to the hospital soon to visit you later .. Be brave Baby ! At night after your visting hour of the day , i'm gonna bring your parents to the temple . Don't worry , i'm gonna pray hard for you ! You'll be able to recover very soon ! You 'll very soon like in past , as everyone called you a Cool boy ! i'm going to prepare now ! You know i 'll be very slow at preparing leiis , So faster wake up and Rushed me nahs ! Don't worry .. i'll coming be with your family ..You'll be able to hear my voice in a while later yeahs ?

Baby , I Love You , I Miss YOU !

Labels: Baby' Please wake up and recover soon; i'll be waiting for you - I misses you so much now ' ILY `

`Elyvi signs off at Friday, December 19, 2008

.Wednesday, December 03, 2008 ' ♥

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3more Days to Our 4th month lerhs (((:

Just woke up , and baby has gone to work early in the morning already .. siians , No key Go Out today .. PS , today bomb Steph & BaoBei .. Actually today meet you'll go put AngKong want , But i'll can't come out nahs ): I think this few days i'm starting to have insomnia ? Ytd , i can't get to sleep the whole night for some reasons , And this thing make me so shocked and disappointed );
What i can say is , i'm Fcuking sad ):

Baby , this's the first time u Do This To Me lahhs ! I was really stunned at that moment of time !
The whole 'morning' when you're sleeping , i was still thinking what am i going to do when u woke up as i know i'll be still awake for sure . Haishhh ..

10.30 like that lucky baby still make the effort to call me (: The conversation goes like this :

Baby : Hello , Baby arhs .. What u doing ?
Me : Sleeping lorhs .. zzz
Baby : Wa .. So late still sleeping arhs ?
Me : I ytd The Whole Night Nv Get to sleep leiis !
Baby : Why ??
Me : Nth lahhs .... )):
Baby : Is it because of ytd that matter ? ah yo .. dun think so much la ! I was too tired than like tat derhs ..
Me : mmmmm.... Now having break arhs ?
Baby : Yeahs (:
Me : later still have ? (( Hearing background has PZ sound , he's calling JH too))
Baby : If work faster than maybe have lor .. if not maybe have one more only norhs ..
Me : ok , Later if you have another break than must call me yeahs ?
Baby : kk (: Baby , i just now work with PZ saw pretty girl leiis .. So pretty , i don't wan u lerhs k ? i wan tat girl ..
Me : zzz , LOL .. OK LORS .. BYEBYE !
Baby : EH ! NO LA ! Kidding only la .. Di siao u only la .. Just now PZ also like tat Di Siao JH .. LOL ..
Me : -.- .. Ok la ok la .. U think i don't know mehs ? LOL . k la , Faster go work .. Later dio Gan .. BYEBYE ((: <3
Baby : KK .. BYEBYE (: Call u later <3

Baby , anyway .. I'll be waiting for u to knock off from work yeahs ? LOVES <3
This whole i think i'll be rotting at home lerhs norhs .. Ass -.-

Byeeeeee):

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`Elyvi signs off at Wednesday, December 03, 2008

.Monday, December 01, 2008 ' ♥

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But anyway , it's 5 five days to our 4Mth annivesary ((: Time flies so soon .. Many thiings happened so unpredicable .. Yahs , don't feel like posting it out .. Let's count down tgt yeahs ? Baby ((:

I promised i'll still love u like the past , But things happened are happened already .. Although u think this maybe stupid and is just a small matter , but for me , My heart has been shattered to pieces already .. maybe u think is foolish at this point of time , but ..hope this thing will nv ever happened again ..

I Love You , Baby

`Elyvi signs off at Monday, December 01, 2008

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30-11-2008

It's been so long since the last post .. Too much things is going on recently .. Nobody knows how i feel . Nobody 's gonna feel it until when you're the one who get hurt .. Just to imagine , starring at the ceiling .. thinking and wondering if you're gonna break your promises to me anot ? before getting to sleep . Just wanted to put on a brave front , and not let people around me to worry . But yet , what did i get till today , you're still lying to me (: And still , thousands of excuse and reason came up from your month . What can i say ? There's nth more i can say .. I'll nv forget what u did today and the past . Since u did it today and u Choosed to do it .. Than i'll nv forget and keep it in my heart forever ..

Labels: Thanks for doing all this thing to me ` i'll rmbr it

`Elyvi signs off at Monday, December 01, 2008