Woke up this morning and go to school . Actually i really don wish to go . But i go in the end . I cant concentrate on studying . School mates says i have changed . I really very very very tired . I didnt even go for PE . I slept in the hall . I dont care , i'm disobeying the teachers like the past . I kept on holding on my phone , hoping for msges . But i saw nothing . I'm disappointed . Bao zhen snapshot this went i was sleeping , while the rest enjoying having their Pe . Whole day listening to the song that you once played for me to hear . Remember you told me that you're the person who hurt most and loved me most . [我就是世界上最伤心的人] I gave me alot of promises before .. Rmbr there's once you sent me a msg ? No matter what our future will become , you'll be here for me . I remembered everything you told me before .. You told me something before , Although i'm not the first you cook for me , but i'm your last . But do you still remember ? Went to Yunhao MeiMei 's granny  house after school . Chat alot with her , Share alot of troubles with her . My phone ring suddenly , i saw your msg . I was shocked and over-joyed . You asked me to be a good girl and go school . After few msges , you din reply . I'm disappointed . Although i still look normal to you , but you wont know how much i'm suffering . I slapped myself . Why am i always doing things to make you lose trust in me ? I know you maybe think i see too lightly of this r/s . No , you're wrong . I'm being just too playful and never think of consequences . After everything happened , I locked myself in the room and think . I blamed myself for everything . IT'S ALL MY FAULT TO CAUSE ALL THIS . I'M SORRY TO MAKE YOU ANGRY AND DISAPPOINTED IN ME AGAIN AND AGAIN .. tomorrow is tuesday , i know we cant be like all the past tuesday . I dont know tomorrow how am i going to pass time . I don think tomorrow i'll be going school and hospital for check up anymore . No point going when you have lose interest in studies . I'm going to celebrate my valentine this year alone . You wont be coming over for reunion dinner ): Perphaps , i have think too far for the both of us .. it's all my wishfull thinking .. There's no celebration on every 12th  . I'm always hoping to post HAPPY FIRST MONTH on my blog . But seems it wont be there anymore ..

I MISS YOU ALOT !!!!
I'M HOPING FOR YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY !
I'M SORRY ....
CHAN RHUK KHUN MAK MAK ...
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