20th May Romance . ❤
I know i don have the chance to see your msges every morning anymore .
I know i cant see your calls anymore ..
I know i cant hear your voice anymore ..
I know you wont play & disturb me on the phone anymore ..
I know i wont recieve calls when you're having breaktime anymore ..
I cant recieve any msges before i go to sleep anymore ..
I know we wont be holding on to each other on every tuesday anymore ..
I cant be hugged by you anymore .
i cant be kissed by you anymore .
You wont punch me anymore ..
We wont be like the past anymore ..
I already put in my best effort to hold on in this relationship .
How can i continue my Life without you ?
What have i done ?
What can i say now .
You have no trust in me at all .
You only believe others than believing your own gf .
Why are you treating me like this ?
You're the one who dote me most ,
but you're the one who don believe me .
Everything was on my wishfull thinking maybe ..
My mind was really in the blank now ..
I'm really trying to stay very claim .
Everthing just ended like this .
Perphaps you don love me anymore .
I had done wrong in the past ,
But does that mean i'm always in the wrong ?
You didnt even give me the chance .
But i can tell you ,
My love for you was truth .
Maybe even this thing you wont believe me ..
I really have got nothing to say ..
I dont know what i'm thinking now .
I'm lost .
God ,
I have lose someone important in my Life already .
So take me along with you too .
I have enough ,
It's painful and hurt to go through something like this again and again ..
I'm all by myself again .
Why i have to go through this kind of thing all by myself ?
What have i done to deserved all this punishment ?
Take me away ,
Cause i'm not as strong as how you think of me .
I'm going to fall off again .
Takecare friends .
goodbye my last love ,
andychan .
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`Elyvi signs off at Sunday, January 31, 2010