20th May Romance . ❤
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.Sunday, January 31, 2010 ' ♥
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Baby was good enough to console and ask me not to cry . But i just cant . Thanks guys for making me laugh today .
I'm willing to do anything to get you back .
Guys , although you think i'm foolish .
But you all wont know how i much i love him and want this r/s to become how it used to be .
我就是世界上最伤心的人,我也是世界上最爱你的人 .
Labels: 我也是世界上最爱你的人, 我就是世界上最伤心的人
`Elyvi signs off at Sunday, January 31, 2010
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L = Love you for who you are
I = I'll always here for you
N = Never gonna forget&Love you
G = Greatest & biggest wish to see your msges. Going out with you once is the happiest moment in my Life .
L = Letting you off out my life is the graveiest thing in the world
O = Obstables happened btw the both of us
v = Very Very Very Very sad that you're not going to go through ups&down with me anymore ):
E = eternity doesnt exist anymore
A = Although you doesnt seems to care for me anymore , You still take an important role in my life& Heart
N = Nothing can let me smile&Happy by having you in my Life
D = Don't care any other more things anymore, what i care is all You
Y = why Should things turn out to be like this ?
I = I'll always here for you
N = Never gonna forget&Love you
G = Greatest & biggest wish to see your msges. Going out with you once is the happiest moment in my Life .
L = Letting you off out my life is the graveiest thing in the world
O = Obstables happened btw the both of us
v = Very Very Very Very sad that you're not going to go through ups&down with me anymore ):
E = eternity doesnt exist anymore
A = Although you doesnt seems to care for me anymore , You still take an important role in my life& Heart
N = Nothing can let me smile&Happy by having you in my Life
D = Don't care any other more things anymore, what i care is all You
Y = why Should things turn out to be like this ?
Labels: 我也是世界上最爱你的人, 我就是世界上最伤心的人
`Elyvi signs off at Sunday, January 31, 2010
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I'M AFRAID TO SLEEP ! I CANT SEE BEFORE I RECIEVED YOUR MSG EVERYNIGHT ! IF I'M TO SLEEP , I RATHER NOT TO WAKE UP ! CAUSE I CANT GET TO SEE YOUR MSG AGAIN WHEN I WAKE UP !
FUCK UP LIFE ! I'M LOST ! I NEED YOU !!!!!!!
我就是世界上最伤心的人,我也是世界上最爱你的人 ...
FUCK UP LIFE ! I'M LOST ! I NEED YOU !!!!!!!
我就是世界上最伤心的人,我也是世界上最爱你的人 ...
Labels: 我也是世界上最爱你的人, 我就是世界上最伤心的人
`Elyvi signs off at Sunday, January 31, 2010
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I know i don have the chance to see your msges every morning anymore .
I know i cant see your calls anymore ..
I know i cant hear your voice anymore ..
I know you wont play & disturb me on the phone anymore ..
I know i wont recieve calls when you're having breaktime anymore ..
I cant recieve any msges before i go to sleep anymore ..
I know we wont be holding on to each other on every tuesday anymore ..
I cant be hugged by you anymore .
i cant be kissed by you anymore .
You wont punch me anymore ..
We wont be like the past anymore ..
I already put in my best effort to hold on in this relationship .
How can i continue my Life without you ?
What have i done ?
What can i say now .
You have no trust in me at all .
You only believe others than believing your own gf .
Why are you treating me like this ?
You're the one who dote me most ,
but you're the one who don believe me .
Everything was on my wishfull thinking maybe ..
My mind was really in the blank now ..
I'm really trying to stay very claim .
Everthing just ended like this .
Perphaps you don love me anymore .
I had done wrong in the past ,
But does that mean i'm always in the wrong ?
You didnt even give me the chance .
But i can tell you ,
My love for you was truth .
Maybe even this thing you wont believe me ..
I really have got nothing to say ..
I dont know what i'm thinking now .
I'm lost .
God ,
I have lose someone important in my Life already .
So take me along with you too .
I have enough ,
It's painful and hurt to go through something like this again and again ..
I'm all by myself again .
Why i have to go through this kind of thing all by myself ?
What have i done to deserved all this punishment ?
Take me away ,
Cause i'm not as strong as how you think of me .
I'm going to fall off again .
Takecare friends .
goodbye my last love ,
andychan .
I know i cant see your calls anymore ..
I know i cant hear your voice anymore ..
I know you wont play & disturb me on the phone anymore ..
I know i wont recieve calls when you're having breaktime anymore ..
I cant recieve any msges before i go to sleep anymore ..
I know we wont be holding on to each other on every tuesday anymore ..
I cant be hugged by you anymore .
i cant be kissed by you anymore .
You wont punch me anymore ..
We wont be like the past anymore ..
I already put in my best effort to hold on in this relationship .
How can i continue my Life without you ?
What have i done ?
What can i say now .
You have no trust in me at all .
You only believe others than believing your own gf .
Why are you treating me like this ?
You're the one who dote me most ,
but you're the one who don believe me .
Everything was on my wishfull thinking maybe ..
My mind was really in the blank now ..
I'm really trying to stay very claim .
Everthing just ended like this .
Perphaps you don love me anymore .
I had done wrong in the past ,
But does that mean i'm always in the wrong ?
You didnt even give me the chance .
But i can tell you ,
My love for you was truth .
Maybe even this thing you wont believe me ..
I really have got nothing to say ..
I dont know what i'm thinking now .
I'm lost .
God ,
I have lose someone important in my Life already .
So take me along with you too .
I have enough ,
It's painful and hurt to go through something like this again and again ..
I'm all by myself again .
Why i have to go through this kind of thing all by myself ?
What have i done to deserved all this punishment ?
Take me away ,
Cause i'm not as strong as how you think of me .
I'm going to fall off again .
Takecare friends .
goodbye my last love ,
andychan .
Labels: 世界上最伤心的人
`Elyvi signs off at Sunday, January 31, 2010
.Saturday, January 30, 2010 ' ♥
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Woke up this afternoon at 3plus . Dua pao ni taking back his phone already . So complaining to Mom than i have got no phone to use already .. Laughs . So she asked me to buy new phone (: Weeeeetssss ~~ I bought E63 (: Red&black . So happy . Meet T.Meiling at Mac . Came to my house and slacked . She still at my house now , chatting on the phone . Miss my DEARDEAR right now .. Today nv really contact with him ): All the way doing my phone thingy .. . Sorry DearDear ! Actually meeting Ahling , but toooo lazy to go over jurong west already ! Laughs , shall meet you tml okay ? Loves !
Labels: Fcuk you understand ?
`Elyvi signs off at Saturday, January 30, 2010
.Friday, January 29, 2010 ' ♥
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Reached home not long after .. Met Adeline and Yunhao today .. Went to polyclinic see doctor again for my eyes . Doctor gave me referral letter go NUH . Walao , so serious . Shag . Adeline&Yunhao accompany me go Nuh take appointment . Take until next tuesday want , Fcuk . Shag .Bored . Dear❤ called me just now than hanged . Cute uhs like tat !? Singapore is sooo small ... On the phone with T.Meiling just now too .. Funny la .. Nothing to post at all today ..
Labels: Miss Dearie ...
`Elyvi signs off at Friday, January 29, 2010
.Thursday, January 28, 2010 ' ♥
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Currently is Ahling's house . Went to Kenny's Grandma Funeral this morning . Came to bishan after that .. Ahling's parents is still so Humorous . Just chatted with Dear on the phone . Log in to Facebook . Ahniu talk to me inside . All Nonsense , saying Andy Dont wan me already . Laughs . Msged Dear . He asked me ask Ah niu dont talk nonsense . Laughs ! Dear says he's toooo free liao .. hahaha .. Later maybe going J8 or where to see my sunglasses . Really need to buy le . My eyes is getting very serious . Everyones says i'm Pajiao -. - Thanks lor ! Ahling finished bathing already . Shall decide where to go later (:
Dear i miss you ! You everytime say i boxim meet you de , not i boxim okay !
Love you so much !
Byeeeee ;]
Dear i miss you ! You everytime say i boxim meet you de , not i boxim okay !
Love you so much !
Byeeeee ;]
Labels: 6more days
`Elyvi signs off at Thursday, January 28, 2010
.Wednesday, January 27, 2010 ' ♥
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26th January
Woke up in the morning at 7am . Trained down to Amk and find Dear❤ . He came down and fetched from the station . Went to central NTUC and bought some foods home and cooked (: Dear❤ only know how to fried . Haha ! So he bought all the food for fried wan . Went home , Dear❤ fried it (: So sweet of him ... After eating , watch show tgt . Awhile more , we fell asleep . As both of us woke up very early . When i wake up , My right eyes is feeling abit discomfort. I think the reason is bcos i sleep with the contact lense . Went to bath , and cabbed down to Cow 's house voiddeck wait for him . He Everytime saw me , will ask me the same question . You need tissue ? Laughs ! Cabbed down to Cental again and meet T.Meiling and Kazua . Ah bee went home with his gf . Think they both quarrelled again ? Played few matches of Pool with T.Meiling&Dear❤ (: So cute la Dear❤ .. Cow went off first , Followed by kazua and T.Meiling . Left me and Dear❤ ... We was like damn lost . Left we two , dunno wanna go where . Called Ahling , she at Pasir ris . Siaocb ! Buy one dog must go until Pasir ris buy ! Hahahah ! So Dear❤ suggested to go J8 walk walk .. Cabbed down to J8 . Told Dear❤ that bishan & j8 left me lot of Memories . It's me and Ahling . When we used to be very close , we always hang around there (: Dear❤ told me his wan too . Haha , and i ask him U-turn . He laughed . Walked around , is tooo bored there . So Dear❤ say go back Amk lor .. We took bused back .. Laughs , Like ah hai like tat ! Walked around , see handphone .. Than saw Bai wei xiu at Amk there , she's a Mediacorp actress . Dear❤ and i have the same thinking , she's ugly than when she's on Tv show . She's not pretty at all lor ! Walked back to central . Went to eat , than trained home (: Today is damn happy , as finally we got more time for just both of us ((:
Reached home AT 8.30PM . My eyes was getting worsed . Once the light is too bright , my eyes is difficult to open . Especially at Mrt . Omg . When i reached home , quickly bath and rest . Chatted with Dear❤ on the phone awhile and told him i need to rest le . So he ask me sleep early . Went to sleep after that .
27th January
Look at how red and swollen is my eyes this morning i woke up . I cant even open my eyes . So today i didnt go to school . Went to Polyclinic and take Mc . I told the doctor maybe is contact lense infection . And he ask me not to wear contact lense and swimming for 2 weeks . Now, i can only see things with 1 eye . Omg ! The tears kept on rolling down ! Wtf ! So irritating . People around keep looking at me , as i kept on frowning my eyebrow and forced open my both eyes . It's toooo red . The doctor says it's very serious . So he gave me 2 days Mc . If two more days, it's still the same . I have to go back . Mom actually wanted to acc me go , as she's afraid i cant see things and take wrong bus -.- Laughs , where got so kua zhang ... Went there , the staff says must wait until 1.30pm than can register . Wtf , waited for almost 1hour . Lucky Dear❤ called me and chat with me . Went to register around 1.35 pm. Went to the Room outside and waited . Finally it's my turned to consult the doctor . Took my medicine at pharmacy & make payment at the counter . Took bus home after that . Almost took the wrong bus -. - Eyes vision was very blur . Laughs ! Now i'm posting my post . Chatting with Dear❤ on the phone (: He ask me go sleep , rather than used comp. haha , scared i Hong ~ Laughs ! Alright , I shall go rest already . Must Listen to what Dear❤ said (:
ANDYCHAN , LOVE YOU SO MUCH ~ YOU ALSO DONT HONG OKAY ! ;D MUACKS ! ~~
Labels: MC TWO DAYS
`Elyvi signs off at Wednesday, January 27, 2010
.Monday, January 25, 2010 ' ♥
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Ytd chat with Dear❤ till.2.30 than sleep le. Ytd very tired .. This few days nv get to sleep enough... I'm still deciding wanna go Kennyboy grandma funeral anot.. Hmmm , i'm bit of 'Pandang' person ._. Shall see !
Waiting for Dear❤ to have his break .. he's late for work again . Naughty baby . Everynight dont wan sleep early .. hehe (:
Shall enjoy my Durian while waiting for Siaocb ahling& Dear❤ !
This are the photos taken ytd and the day before at bugis (:
Ytd taken on the train to town (:
My leg was too tiring and painful . Snatch ah siao slipper and wear . He's forced to wear my Heels . For awhile . Laughs !
Labels: DURIAN IS SO YUMMY
`Elyvi signs off at Monday, January 25, 2010
.Sunday, January 24, 2010 ' ♥
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This Part of Post is for AhLing ; XiaoGirl .
It's been ages that we didnt meet up already . After so much misunderstanding & Conflicts had passed , we're still like the past . It's the new year , Let's forget about the past and carry on like how we used to be (: People outside may see us weird , as we always quarrelled . Not long after , we're okay again . But this time is the worsed and longest want . It's over means over , and Let us not rake up the past again (: Our relation right now is better than how we used to be . So guys , dont ever try to break us up ; as you wont have the chance to do so (: Love you like how i have loved you in the past ;D
Met T.Meiling today . Went to PS first meet Kazua and ah bee they all . Not long after they went to hougang and do some stuffs . While i took cab down to Taka and meet Dear❤ (: Went to shop around while he have got 3 hours plus break time .. He's so Cuuuutttteeeeeee ;D T.Meiling they all came back and find us at Taka . And Dear❤ have to go back work le .. Shop around for Brandeds . Damn Gorgeous man ! Saw a Burberry bag , monogram kind ; Gucci Big Handbag , Louise Vuitton Sling bag . Wabiang ! Cant resist the temptation -.-
Went to Dear❤ working place and eat (: Cab down to Ah bee they all de work place . 7plus , Cab to Station and trained home . Dear❤ called and chat with me (: Reached home and thinking of tidy up my room . So messy , see already very moodless . So when i was tidying up , Dear❤ called again . He knocked off from work le ;D Chatted awhile , quite long actually.
Tonight shall put mask , Waiting for Dear❤ to online . Shall Dota with My AhLing ;D Tml maybe meeting her , miss her nahs ^^
And Lastly , Dear❤ have the whole day with me in 1 more day ! Looking forward^^
I LOVE YOU , ANDYCHAN ! ❤❤❤❤❤
It's been ages that we didnt meet up already . After so much misunderstanding & Conflicts had passed , we're still like the past . It's the new year , Let's forget about the past and carry on like how we used to be (: People outside may see us weird , as we always quarrelled . Not long after , we're okay again . But this time is the worsed and longest want . It's over means over , and Let us not rake up the past again (: Our relation right now is better than how we used to be . So guys , dont ever try to break us up ; as you wont have the chance to do so (: Love you like how i have loved you in the past ;D
Met T.Meiling today . Went to PS first meet Kazua and ah bee they all . Not long after they went to hougang and do some stuffs . While i took cab down to Taka and meet Dear❤ (: Went to shop around while he have got 3 hours plus break time .. He's so Cuuuutttteeeeeee ;D T.Meiling they all came back and find us at Taka . And Dear❤ have to go back work le .. Shop around for Brandeds . Damn Gorgeous man ! Saw a Burberry bag , monogram kind ; Gucci Big Handbag , Louise Vuitton Sling bag . Wabiang ! Cant resist the temptation -.-
Went to Dear❤ working place and eat (: Cab down to Ah bee they all de work place . 7plus , Cab to Station and trained home . Dear❤ called and chat with me (: Reached home and thinking of tidy up my room . So messy , see already very moodless . So when i was tidying up , Dear❤ called again . He knocked off from work le ;D Chatted awhile , quite long actually.
Tonight shall put mask , Waiting for Dear❤ to online . Shall Dota with My AhLing ;D Tml maybe meeting her , miss her nahs ^^
And Lastly , Dear❤ have the whole day with me in 1 more day ! Looking forward^^
I LOVE YOU , ANDYCHAN ! ❤❤❤❤❤
Labels: 1more fine day
`Elyvi signs off at Sunday, January 24, 2010
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You're such a bitch man ! Still can say ppl Do love with you . Still not enough ? Still say cant even count through fingers and toes uh ! Sibei jialat . You're worse than a Douchbag !
I'M NOW REALLY SIBEI PEKCHEK . KNN , ALL LIKE MY FAULT LIKE TAT . I DUNNO LA , CANT BE BOTHERED ANYMORE . FCUK . REACHED HOME, ON LAPTOP . ALL FCUKING PROB COME . I'M TIRED ALREADY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SICK AND TIRED UHS ! I'M NOT QUARRELLING WITH ANYONE , BUT I REALLY NEED SOMETHING TO VENT MY ANGER ON NOW !
I'M NOW REALLY SIBEI PEKCHEK . KNN , ALL LIKE MY FAULT LIKE TAT . I DUNNO LA , CANT BE BOTHERED ANYMORE . FCUK . REACHED HOME, ON LAPTOP . ALL FCUKING PROB COME . I'M TIRED ALREADY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SICK AND TIRED UHS ! I'M NOT QUARRELLING WITH ANYONE , BUT I REALLY NEED SOMETHING TO VENT MY ANGER ON NOW !
Labels: LEAVE ME ALONE PEKCHEK
`Elyvi signs off at Sunday, January 24, 2010
.Saturday, January 23, 2010 ' ♥
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Woke up at 7.45am this morning ! Met Lizard at Je stations for Prog at MCYS . Shag , today i was an early bird ! Chatted with Dear❤ over msn til 3am ytd night . We was late for prog today>.< Went to Meet Dear❤ awhile as he starts work at 1pm . Trained down to bugis and meet T.Meiling&X.Baby& her Babe . Slacked . Trained down again to Amk with T.Meiling meet Ah niu , ah bee they all . Saw Simon , Long time din see him le . His New tattoo was Damn freaking Ugly ! That artist doesnt even have the sense of art >.< The tattoo artist's name cant be revealed (: Dear❤ called during his breaktime , Maroon Ah niu keep disturb ! Than ahbee keep ka my T.Meiling ! hahahaha ! HELLO KITTY ! They went off to work as i dont want to follow . As it'll be inconvenience for me to go home from there . So i met Xiaogirl at Amk station . While waiting for her , went back to find Simon and have a few matches of pool at K-Pool . NO form today ! Walked back to Mrt station and meet xiaogirl . We got so much to talk about ! ;D After so long & so much misunderstandings & conflicts , we're still like the past . Everything was than Maroon eileen - As what she 's known , Incorrigible Douchbag - Slut , Bytch !
Took train back to Jurong , ah siao called and say wan meet me Jurong . So met him awhile with xiaogirl and bused down to her Bf workplace . Ah siao really is Ah siao . BTH ! Cabbed back home .
Dear❤ called and chat with me awhile as it is his smoking break . shall upload the photos taken just now when i'm free ;D
Shall dota tonight with Xiaogirl , hahaha .
Waiting for my Dear❤ to be back home (:
Took train back to Jurong , ah siao called and say wan meet me Jurong . So met him awhile with xiaogirl and bused down to her Bf workplace . Ah siao really is Ah siao . BTH ! Cabbed back home .
Dear❤ called and chat with me awhile as it is his smoking break . shall upload the photos taken just now when i'm free ;D
Shall dota tonight with Xiaogirl , hahaha .
Waiting for my Dear❤ to be back home (:
Labels: 2moredays❤❤
`Elyvi signs off at Saturday, January 23, 2010
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I TOP UP MY PHONE LE ! ^^ Chatting with deardear❤ now (:Meeting Lizard THIS morning at 8am at Jurong east Station . We're going to MCYS for our Prog together (: Wake up at 7 ley ! Omg !!! Going to Chat with deardear❤ le ...
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;DD
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;DD
Labels: MISS YOU SO MUCH❤❤❤❤
`Elyvi signs off at Saturday, January 23, 2010
.Friday, January 22, 2010 ' ♥
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Benji (: He's getting old , But still ; My Baby Boy !;D
Reached Tanglin Div' 2pm sharped . Fiona went in before me . Met T.Meiling and Kazua ah bee they all at Amk after that . They are damn damn funny ! T.Meiling was being blend by them until very jialat ! HAHAHHAA ! Cab down to Bugis Meet Ah siao awhile . Trained home at 8pm . 8.30 pm , Dear❤ called T.Meiling's phone and ask me where am i (: Haha , I'm on my way home le ! Dont worry Dear❤❤❤❤ !! Loves !
My phone is LOW PREPAID ! I'M STRESSSSSSSSSSSSS !! ~~ I cant contact with Dear❤ le ): I'm feeeling so super duper grieved that i cant contact Dear❤ the whole day );
Any part time job for weekends ? Before 8pm which can end work ? HELP ME ! I'm super in need of CASH ! GRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!
Labels: 4more days❤❤❤
`Elyvi signs off at Friday, January 22, 2010
.Thursday, January 21, 2010 ' ♥
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Chat with Dear❤ Yesterday night in the msn till 3 am . Dear❤ was late for work again . Went to meet T.Meiling at her house . Slacked awhile , Cab down to MCYS accompany her report . Since i'm here , went to find my CSO officer to ask about my CSO thingy while T.Meiling is with her PO . Chat alot with Ms ho . When was about to go , my PO called me and asked me go back . After PO call , Tanglin's IO called me . Shag ~ She asked me to go Tanglin and report tml 2pm . Sian ji bua ._. After everything, cab down to Mrt station and trained down to Town and looked for my beloved Dear❤ (:
Scrolled around and waited for Dear❤'s breaktime . Went to eat at the Foodcourt . When to smoke after that . Dear❤ was soooooo cute , He don even dare to call me 'Dear ' . He shy -. - And he whispered at my ear . LAUGHS ! At last ask him call again , he gave me a kissed . Hahahahas ! Crazy Baby ! Trained down to Paya lebar with T.Meiling and meet ah bee, Kazua they all , as Dear❤ has to go back work le ):
8.30pm , Dear❤ called . Asked me where am i , and ask me faster go home . He's afraid i'll be late (: Dont worry Dear❤ , I'm know you are concern about me ;D Took cab home with T.Meiling after that . Lucky nv late -.- Nowadays , Tagging was so POP le uhs ? Everyone is on Tagging >.<
Just recieved Dear❤ Msg , He finished work le (: He asked me wait for him online ... And also waiting for him to comfirm next tuesday go where (: T.Meiling Jio SENTOSA ~~ Woots , Shall see again ;D
Love you DearDear❤ , Muacks ! ;*
Scrolled around and waited for Dear❤'s breaktime . Went to eat at the Foodcourt . When to smoke after that . Dear❤ was soooooo cute , He don even dare to call me 'Dear ' . He shy -. - And he whispered at my ear . LAUGHS ! At last ask him call again , he gave me a kissed . Hahahahas ! Crazy Baby ! Trained down to Paya lebar with T.Meiling and meet ah bee, Kazua they all , as Dear❤ has to go back work le ):
8.30pm , Dear❤ called . Asked me where am i , and ask me faster go home . He's afraid i'll be late (: Dont worry Dear❤ , I'm know you are concern about me ;D Took cab home with T.Meiling after that . Lucky nv late -.- Nowadays , Tagging was so POP le uhs ? Everyone is on Tagging >.<
Just recieved Dear❤ Msg , He finished work le (: He asked me wait for him online ... And also waiting for him to comfirm next tuesday go where (: T.Meiling Jio SENTOSA ~~ Woots , Shall see again ;D
Love you DearDear❤ , Muacks ! ;*
Labels: 5 more days to see my Beloved Dear❤
`Elyvi signs off at Thursday, January 21, 2010
.Wednesday, January 20, 2010 ' ♥
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Woke up in this afternoon at 3 pm . That was very late . Yesterday was with Dear❤ chatting on msn till almost 3am . What a nice weather yesterday (:
When to sleep after that . Recieved Dear❤ Msg not long after . He sent me a very touched and sweet msg , that i really dont know how to reply him . And i dozed off -. - Laughs !
The Msg goes like this :
DearDear i am here again .. Just wan to tell you no matter what our future will become , i know that you had already walk into my heart and it will always gonna stay there .. Chan rak khun mak mak .. Nights , muacks ..
It's sweet to recieve his msg everyday when i wake up (: He brightens up my day . He's the one who make my phone busies and flood with Love Msges ;p
My phone cant stop ringing ;D Dear❤ ask me to guai guai and wait for the next tuesday again ... Hope Dear❤ will have another 3 1/2 hours break again ... Hmmm .... So we can eat our lunch together again . Miss him so much ..
He ask me to wait for 5more months until he change his job , So that he got more time for me . But my court review is approaching . Fresh case coming . I dont know i have the chance to be outside here anot ? Sigh ~ I'm stressed . I'm not afraid of going in . I just cant put down My loves one out there . Especially Dear❤ , Tan Meiling & Daddy Mommy ):
What should i do ?
What a Good Sister i have , Who Put me in this State ! Fark you ! Liar Bytch !
When to sleep after that . Recieved Dear❤ Msg not long after . He sent me a very touched and sweet msg , that i really dont know how to reply him . And i dozed off -. - Laughs !
The Msg goes like this :
DearDear i am here again .. Just wan to tell you no matter what our future will become , i know that you had already walk into my heart and it will always gonna stay there .. Chan rak khun mak mak .. Nights , muacks ..
It's sweet to recieve his msg everyday when i wake up (: He brightens up my day . He's the one who make my phone busies and flood with Love Msges ;p
My phone cant stop ringing ;D Dear❤ ask me to guai guai and wait for the next tuesday again ... Hope Dear❤ will have another 3 1/2 hours break again ... Hmmm .... So we can eat our lunch together again . Miss him so much ..
He ask me to wait for 5more months until he change his job , So that he got more time for me . But my court review is approaching . Fresh case coming . I dont know i have the chance to be outside here anot ? Sigh ~ I'm stressed . I'm not afraid of going in . I just cant put down My loves one out there . Especially Dear❤ , Tan Meiling & Daddy Mommy ):
What should i do ?
What a Good Sister i have , Who Put me in this State ! Fark you ! Liar Bytch !
Labels: Dear❤ i need you so much now
`Elyvi signs off at Wednesday, January 20, 2010
.Tuesday, January 19, 2010 ' ♥
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Dear❤ ask to take photo tgt (((:
Nahs , return you too (: Muacks !
A sweet Kisses from Dear❤
Look how act is my TanMeiLing (:
See , ah Niu stupid face , HAHAHA
Dear❤ Shy la ;p
Woke up in the earliest morning today , As i'm meeting my Dear❤ (: Dear❤ fetched me at my house downstairs and meet TanMeiling . Went to AMk -> Fetch Ah niu , -> Hougang , Fetch Kazua , -> Bugis , Meet Ah bee and his Girlf with two nephews . Damn Cute !~ Than back to AMK central play a few rounds of pools . Went to geylang awhile , And home sweet home (:
It's fun although there's some misunderstanding with Dear❤ .. Everything is just a start , It's the first test we have to take . And i believe we could go through and conquer everything together till the end . Dear❤ , everyday after dawn , I Love you more than anything else . Chan Rhuk Khun !
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`Elyvi signs off at Tuesday, January 19, 2010
.Monday, January 18, 2010 ' ♥
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Meet TanMeiling at her house Today . Went to Parklane with Ahseng And Ah jie for some matches of Billards . Went to Tan jong ru slacked . Ate our dinner and Home sweet Home . I dont wish to go home Every Single day . I hate to be controlled. But anyway , It's quite contented to be home early by not reaching home late . I dont have to be nagged (: Phone is not ringing , X-box didnt alert .
Finally it's Sunday . So i can see my Dear❤ in two more days !! ;D Weeets !
Love to see Dear❤ Msges in the morning before he go to work and 5pm on his break time (: This is the only way we could contact in the day time ...
What i'm praying for is i will get a good report for my court review as well as in school . And hoping My 4 months tagging and 11 months probation will quickly end soon . I left 1 more weeks to finish my Suspension . I really wants to study . I wanna passs my N levels . I have been regreting not to study in this past few years. This time is really the last chance i can study already . I must take this opportunity to get a good result ! Sigh , i'm afraid i cant catch up with this 2 weeks assessments ! ): Gonna Buck up !
Sometime, i really need somebody's Moral support to encourage me on studies and CSO .. Hmmm .. I want to be a good girl . I want to stay out of troubles . I want to have a bright future , and lastly , i want to be with someone i truely Love .. You know Who you are (: But everyone needs time to change . Give me time alright ?
And today i'm abit , just abit of down . Feeling more sad than angry about what happened just now ): I dont know you believe me anot , But we just cant stop others mouth from talking craps ;X But i'm really very upset ! But i still managed to hold back my tears .
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`Elyvi signs off at Monday, January 18, 2010
.Saturday, January 16, 2010 ' ♥
Daily Routine `
Photos we took on 10th Jan at Sentosa (: Finally get to upload today.
Sigh ~ Everyday late going home . Bored . Really Hate going home early ! When than can i be like the past !? Fark up life i 'm leading now .. Sometimes i really have the urge to run . Somehow , i shouldnt and i managed to stop myself . But how long can i take it , i got no idea . 2more months is my Court review already . My school report is so sucks . At least there's still some good record that i have been studying attentively in class . Ytd i went to Programmes with Lizard and TanMeiling . Meiling go Other place first , While Lizard and me go for our Programmes at MCYS . While we're having our 5 mins break time , I went to smoke . Just i was about to Light up the ciggarate , one of the PO came . So we went off . We walked to the canteen , saw some malay friends smoking . So went to join them . And WTF ' the same PO came . Kana fark upside down . Shag ~ I was the last to release , Cos i have been warned 2nd but i still make the same mistakes -.- Went to find Tan Meiling after tat . And i was Late home again ytd !
Woke up in this afternoon at around 2 . With 50 PLUS MISSED CALLS from TAN MEILING ! And 1 from Dear , the rest is other friends . Wow , TAN MEILING you very TOKONG ley ~~~ Woke up and answer call her back . Went to Prepare and trained down to Parklane find her , Doris and her Boyfriend . Went down to bugis for few rounds of Billards and Pools (:
Home sweet Home (:
Din get to see you for 4 days already ): This 4 days seems to be like a Zillions years !
Counting down till Tuesday ! So i can get to see my DEAR ! ;DDDDD
I MISS YOU LA ~~~~~~~~
ASS ! (:
Hehe , you just text me and say you miss me too (:
Hehe , you just text me and say you miss me too (:
And you said you'll give me a BIG BIG HUG , So you better do it !
LOVE YOU MANY MANY !
Going to do some other stuffs while waiting for Dear to online (:
Going to do some other stuffs while waiting for Dear to online (:
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (: ~~~~~~
Labels: 3 more days
`Elyvi signs off at Saturday, January 16, 2010
.Friday, January 15, 2010 ' ♥
Daily Routine `
eh ESMONDLEE (: sometimes someone is timid mean timid (: dont have to say ppl is begging you. who are you to let as beg you ?don even fcuking dare to pick up your fucking bloody phone . why not stannd up for yourself and speak up ? thought you like to act an BIG FUCK infront of me ? Look yourself in the mirror la dude ! using com to lie around and say you saw them b4 where where where? Act like you're a nightlife? go boatquay chiong ? don fcuking throw your fcuking bloody face la ! i go chiong you still drinking your mom's milk ! so what if i'm xiaomeimei ? at least i know more than you , BLOODY DOUCHBAG ! it's a pity thing that you're still living in this beautiful world ):SIGH ~ it's a pathetic ending that i ahve been tgt with a useless freak once b4 .so now you wanna say you're playing me all along ? Har ! see who's playing who (: you're nothing but an inpredictable and incorrigible DOUCHBAG ! you're a very disgusting species who lives within irony and self contracdiction ! A restless liar who will stoop at lowly and unsrcuplous means to get a people !
Labels: to ESMONDLEE DOG
`Elyvi signs off at Friday, January 15, 2010
.Thursday, January 14, 2010 ' ♥
Daily Routine `
Met TANMEILING at Mac today . Came home with her , FLY HIGH HIGH ~~~~
Took bus to Jurong west with TANMEILING and meet Doris (: Haha , so many funny things happened today ! TAN MEI LING , STOP ALL YOUR NONSENSE LA ! STOP FCUKING MAKE ME LAUGH LEY ~! HAHAHAHAHAHA !
I'll put Alarm Clock and wake up wan la ! Dont worry , TANMEILING ! I'll be waiting for you ~~~~ HAHAHA~ Dont need keep spam me want !
Today must sleep early already ! Tml must wake up early ! ASS YOU TANMEILING ! (:
ANDYCHAN YOU BETTER DONT HONG ! HAHAHAHAHHA !
LOVE YOU LA ~!
Took bus to Jurong west with TANMEILING and meet Doris (: Haha , so many funny things happened today ! TAN MEI LING , STOP ALL YOUR NONSENSE LA ! STOP FCUKING MAKE ME LAUGH LEY ~! HAHAHAHAHAHA !
I'll put Alarm Clock and wake up wan la ! Dont worry , TANMEILING ! I'll be waiting for you ~~~~ HAHAHA~ Dont need keep spam me want !
Today must sleep early already ! Tml must wake up early ! ASS YOU TANMEILING ! (:
ANDYCHAN YOU BETTER DONT HONG ! HAHAHAHAHHA !
LOVE YOU LA ~!
Labels: CHANRHUKKHUN
`Elyvi signs off at Thursday, January 14, 2010
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Daily Routine `
Thanks Melody ! Will last de la .. HAHA ! Now chatting with him (:
You too , faster find someone who you really love and he love you de ! ;D
ANDYCHANMUNKEONG , LOVE YOU LA ! YOU DONT SO SWEET LEY ! TONIGHT I CANNOT SLEEP LIAO ! WAITING FORWARD NEXT TUESDAY !
You too , faster find someone who you really love and he love you de ! ;D
ANDYCHANMUNKEONG , LOVE YOU LA ! YOU DONT SO SWEET LEY ! TONIGHT I CANNOT SLEEP LIAO ! WAITING FORWARD NEXT TUESDAY !
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`Elyvi signs off at Thursday, January 14, 2010
.Wednesday, January 13, 2010 ' ♥
Daily Routine `
SAY WHAT YOU LIKE ! I HAVE ENOUGH . ALL SAYING THEIR OWN THINGS ! YOU WANT ME HOW TO BELIEVE ?! DO AND SAY WHATEVER YOU LIKE , SAY I HAVE NO TRUST IN FRIENDS ALSO CAN . BY ALL MEANS ! I HAVE SEE THROUGH EVERYTHING , AND TIRED OF IT ! AND YES , YOU DONT HAVE TO EXPLAIN SO MUCH . WE 'RE NOT RELATE AT ALL ANYWAY . AND THIS IS CALL 'TRUE' FRIENDS (:
`Elyvi signs off at Wednesday, January 13, 2010
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爱太痛
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
我不能睡
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我不能够 不能够不爱了
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
我不能睡
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我不能够 不能够不爱了
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
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`Elyvi signs off at Wednesday, January 13, 2010
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True Friends ? Only Stupid idoits believe there's something call TRUE friends want . True friends DOESNT EXIST . And today i make a brilliant move okay . Thanks la eh , 'FriendS' . You know WHO YOU ARE ! I dont have to point out .
HYPOCRITES !
I GOT MY OWN CHOICE TO BE WITH TOGETHER WITH WHO I WANT ! YOU ALL HAVE NO RIGHT TO GIVE ANY IRRELAVANT COMMENTS . THIS IS MY CHOICE , MY PATH . THERE'S NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU GUYS ! I DONT NEED ANYONE TO INTERFERE MY RELATIONSHIP. I'M THE ONE WHO LOVE HIM , NOT YOU ! SO WHY ARE YOU TALKING SO MUCH ABOUT OTHERS PEOPLE AFFAIRS ? STOP BEING A NOISY PARKERS OUTSIDE OTHERS DOORS . MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS LA . NO ONE IS PERFECT , AND EVERYONE HAVE GOT PAST . BUT DOES THAT MEAN YOU CAN GIVE INSIGNIFICANT COMMENTS ? AND I TELL YOU , I LOVE HIM . SO ? (:
Woke up this morning , Saw Dear❤'s msges . And Christina . So sweet of him (: Meet up with adeline they all . Slack Slack Slack . Thanks guys for everything today (: Thanks alot . Nothing will happen to me . I have my own ways to do things . There's still law in Singapore okay . Beware , You wont escape the law ! (: Slack with them , Just remembered Dear❤ told me he got a break time at 6pm . So i quickly take out my phone . Just nice , He text me ((:
Everyday looking forward for tuesday . That's the only day i can meet Dear❤ ... He needs to work , so i dont blame him at all . No choice , he's now on tagging . Difficult to find suitable timing jobs . After tagging drop than he can change job (: He say like tat than got more time to accompany ;DD Dear❤ keep ask me dont hong , if not he give me more punches-. - Siao already ! Waiting for you to finish work now (;
I MISS YOUR PUNCHES BABY !
HYPOCRITES !
I GOT MY OWN CHOICE TO BE WITH TOGETHER WITH WHO I WANT ! YOU ALL HAVE NO RIGHT TO GIVE ANY IRRELAVANT COMMENTS . THIS IS MY CHOICE , MY PATH . THERE'S NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU GUYS ! I DONT NEED ANYONE TO INTERFERE MY RELATIONSHIP. I'M THE ONE WHO LOVE HIM , NOT YOU ! SO WHY ARE YOU TALKING SO MUCH ABOUT OTHERS PEOPLE AFFAIRS ? STOP BEING A NOISY PARKERS OUTSIDE OTHERS DOORS . MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS LA . NO ONE IS PERFECT , AND EVERYONE HAVE GOT PAST . BUT DOES THAT MEAN YOU CAN GIVE INSIGNIFICANT COMMENTS ? AND I TELL YOU , I LOVE HIM . SO ? (:
Woke up this morning , Saw Dear❤'s msges . And Christina . So sweet of him (: Meet up with adeline they all . Slack Slack Slack . Thanks guys for everything today (: Thanks alot . Nothing will happen to me . I have my own ways to do things . There's still law in Singapore okay . Beware , You wont escape the law ! (: Slack with them , Just remembered Dear❤ told me he got a break time at 6pm . So i quickly take out my phone . Just nice , He text me ((:
Everyday looking forward for tuesday . That's the only day i can meet Dear❤ ... He needs to work , so i dont blame him at all . No choice , he's now on tagging . Difficult to find suitable timing jobs . After tagging drop than he can change job (: He say like tat than got more time to accompany ;DD Dear❤ keep ask me dont hong , if not he give me more punches-. - Siao already ! Waiting for you to finish work now (;
I MISS YOUR PUNCHES BABY !
`Elyvi signs off at Wednesday, January 13, 2010
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Daily Routine ` Dear❤ CHAN RHUK KHUN !
12th Jan
Today was suspended from school two weeks . Omg , This time really Jialat . How am i going to catch up with my homework ... Another sad thing occurs ):
Dear❤ went to fetch me after school today . So SHY ! I nv put on my makeup , wearing big big size uniform ! Hahaha , He drove me home and change with his friends . His friends are all damn supper funny ! Went to Cine , 45 mins than reached -. - Dear❤ lose the way . Lucky he call his friends for help to tell him how to go . After reaching cine , We are still deciding going to watch movie or go K-box . At last Dear❤ drove us to PS and we watched the Vampire Assistant . Almost fell asleep -.- SNORE ~~~ Went to top up cash card and left the both of us . Went to have dinner at AMK Mos burger . Dear❤ gave me alot of punches today . LOl . And , Home sweet home (:
Chatting with baby now , hmmm ...
Dear❤, I'm going to post your full name out big big ! Dear❤ say next week go out we take photo tgt and post big big... HAHAHAHAHA
I ❤❤❤❤❤❤ You luhs ! ANDY CHAN MUN KEONG ! ;DD
11th Jan
Went to Hke met Meiling , Wenhong & Amy . Wen hong is having fever . Lol . He went home earlier . Amy and Me accompany Meiling buy top up card . Find somewhere to seat and slack . The 3 of us really abit siao siao le .
And as usual , went home with meiling . Have to reach home by 9 . SAD ):
10th Jan
Meet Tan.Meiling at her house in the morning . Meet X.Baby in the train and went to Sentosa together. Met him and his another 3 friends and a dog . X.Baby cant go in the water as her hand was badly injured . Poor Baby ): They went off earlier . Left the 3 of us . So we went to shower and headed to Vivo and find Laoshu . Ate Long john Silver . T.Meiling was the Joker of the day ! Laoshu, Baby& me Laugh like hell . Laugh until stomach cramp -.-
Went to bugis after that . Have a few rounds of pool with BoBo and X.Baby at Fushion (: Went home after that .
Photouploader is having problem ! can't upload those photos ! shall upload when it's done (:
Today was suspended from school two weeks . Omg , This time really Jialat . How am i going to catch up with my homework ... Another sad thing occurs ):
Dear❤ went to fetch me after school today . So SHY ! I nv put on my makeup , wearing big big size uniform ! Hahaha , He drove me home and change with his friends . His friends are all damn supper funny ! Went to Cine , 45 mins than reached -. - Dear❤ lose the way . Lucky he call his friends for help to tell him how to go . After reaching cine , We are still deciding going to watch movie or go K-box . At last Dear❤ drove us to PS and we watched the Vampire Assistant . Almost fell asleep -.- SNORE ~~~ Went to top up cash card and left the both of us . Went to have dinner at AMK Mos burger . Dear❤ gave me alot of punches today . LOl . And , Home sweet home (:
Chatting with baby now , hmmm ...
Dear❤, I'm going to post your full name out big big ! Dear❤ say next week go out we take photo tgt and post big big... HAHAHAHAHA
I ❤❤❤❤❤❤ You luhs ! ANDY CHAN MUN KEONG ! ;DD
11th Jan
Went to Hke met Meiling , Wenhong & Amy . Wen hong is having fever . Lol . He went home earlier . Amy and Me accompany Meiling buy top up card . Find somewhere to seat and slack . The 3 of us really abit siao siao le .
And as usual , went home with meiling . Have to reach home by 9 . SAD ):
10th Jan
Meet Tan.Meiling at her house in the morning . Meet X.Baby in the train and went to Sentosa together. Met him and his another 3 friends and a dog . X.Baby cant go in the water as her hand was badly injured . Poor Baby ): They went off earlier . Left the 3 of us . So we went to shower and headed to Vivo and find Laoshu . Ate Long john Silver . T.Meiling was the Joker of the day ! Laoshu, Baby& me Laugh like hell . Laugh until stomach cramp -.-
Went to bugis after that . Have a few rounds of pool with BoBo and X.Baby at Fushion (: Went home after that .
Photouploader is having problem ! can't upload those photos ! shall upload when it's done (:
`Elyvi signs off at Wednesday, January 13, 2010
.Saturday, January 09, 2010 ' ♥
Daily Routine `
Ever since we have not contact ,
My mind ,
My heart is blank .
My Life is dull .
I became Lifeless .
I don't want what i want to do next .
I got no goals in my Life .
In the past ,
I thought i can do anything because you're here by my side .
And , I'm definitely wrong .
There's many things happened today.
Today is a terrible& indescribedable weekend for everyone of us.
Especially X.baby& Me .
She was hurt physically and mentally .
I'm trying not to think of you anymore .
But everytime they mentioned your name ,
I cant help by not thinking of you .
You gave me hopes and gave me hell .
My Life is now worse than the Hell gates !
I saw you today ,
And my tears almost ,
almost rolled out .
But i still managed to hold it back.
Why must i be strong infront of you ?
I cried to sleep ,
I have been having bad dreams .
When i woke up ,
I grabbed my phone and see .
There's msges and calls ,
But not from you .
Other than you ,
No one can make me smile and giggle infront of the phone .
I have loads of billions of Troubles .
I'm really afraid i cant take it anymore .
I'm just a normal human beings.
I'm just a girl .
Why am i suffering from all this things ?
Problems comes and goes .
But when can it stop ?
Why can't i have peaceness just one day ?
God, is always giving me something and take away something at the same time.
But now ,
God is really tooo greedy and take away too many things from me .
My beloved Sis ,
And my Love one .
Why am i so foolish with every decision i make ?
Why am i always the one who's suffering ,
Yet you're enjoying out there ?
Why everytime time problems ocurred and i'm the last to know ?
Why do i have to act a strong person infront of others?
Why do i have to listen to you ?
My brain is cracking ,
Is bursting .
My Heart is stopping .
I just cant accept the facts .
I just cant go back to the reality .
You're like killing me .
I cant get used to how my life is leading without you .
I Dont wish to contact you ,
Because i don wanna make you feel i'm irritating .
I don wan you to think i am interfering your Life .
Lastly ,
I dont want you to Hurt me ANYMORE !
I miss you badly ,
I need you insanely .
Thanks to you who land me in this state (:
My mind ,
My heart is blank .
My Life is dull .
I became Lifeless .
I don't want what i want to do next .
I got no goals in my Life .
In the past ,
I thought i can do anything because you're here by my side .
And , I'm definitely wrong .
There's many things happened today.
Today is a terrible& indescribedable weekend for everyone of us.
Especially X.baby& Me .
She was hurt physically and mentally .
I'm trying not to think of you anymore .
But everytime they mentioned your name ,
I cant help by not thinking of you .
You gave me hopes and gave me hell .
My Life is now worse than the Hell gates !
I saw you today ,
And my tears almost ,
almost rolled out .
But i still managed to hold it back.
Why must i be strong infront of you ?
I cried to sleep ,
I have been having bad dreams .
When i woke up ,
I grabbed my phone and see .
There's msges and calls ,
But not from you .
Other than you ,
No one can make me smile and giggle infront of the phone .
I have loads of billions of Troubles .
I'm really afraid i cant take it anymore .
I'm just a normal human beings.
I'm just a girl .
Why am i suffering from all this things ?
Problems comes and goes .
But when can it stop ?
Why can't i have peaceness just one day ?
God, is always giving me something and take away something at the same time.
But now ,
God is really tooo greedy and take away too many things from me .
My beloved Sis ,
And my Love one .
Why am i so foolish with every decision i make ?
Why am i always the one who's suffering ,
Yet you're enjoying out there ?
Why everytime time problems ocurred and i'm the last to know ?
Why do i have to act a strong person infront of others?
Why do i have to listen to you ?
My brain is cracking ,
Is bursting .
My Heart is stopping .
I just cant accept the facts .
I just cant go back to the reality .
You're like killing me .
I cant get used to how my life is leading without you .
I Dont wish to contact you ,
Because i don wanna make you feel i'm irritating .
I don wan you to think i am interfering your Life .
Lastly ,
I dont want you to Hurt me ANYMORE !
I miss you badly ,
I need you insanely .
Thanks to you who land me in this state (:
Labels: DIE
`Elyvi signs off at Saturday, January 09, 2010
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Daily Routine `
It's you make me feel my Life is full of hope .
It's you who make me believe i can forget him .
It's who make me Smile every night after reading your msg & calls .
It's you who make me feel i'm doing my duty as a ''girlfriend'' .
It's you who make me turned crazy everytime after readin your text in front of my friends .
It's you who gave me hopes .
It's you who make me Love a person again.
It's you who make me Happy.
It's you who make me upset.
It's you who make me worried.
It's you who make me cried.
It's you who Lie to me.
It's who's Break my Heart !
I cant fail to be waiting for your text and calls everynight until you text me . Even how late it is ,
even how tired I am ,
I dont even bother .
Even i have to wake up very early in the morning to go school ,
i Just wont fail to wait for you to go to bed till i sleep .
I'm going to turn bonkers because of you .
Everyday starring at the phone ,
awaiting to recieve your calls & msg.
I cant even concentrate in class when i'm having lessons .
My mind is all about YOU YOU YOU !
I Dont wish to touch those things anymore because of you ,
as you told me you don like .
It's you who gave me determination to do it .
Nobody can stop me from touching all this ,
only you .
And for this right now ,
I'm very confused .
Thanks to you .
I may be weak ,
But i know i can get over it .
I'm used to it already .
I'm sick&tired of it already .
It's time for me to rest .
But what i really hope is ,
You'll be with the person who you love&love you .
Hope she'll be the right girl .
The most important is ,
She'll love & treasure you like how much i love you .
I wont hate you ,
Cos it's my own foolishness that make things happen like this .
Everything is my fault .
I wont blame on anyone .
I know it's too late for me to regret ,
that i didnt hid everyone's advice.
I used to believe you , i told myself to follow my heart .
And i really did .
This time ,
i maked the wrong decision again .
Takecare , who is once i really loved (:
It's you who make me believe i can forget him .
It's who make me Smile every night after reading your msg & calls .
It's you who make me feel i'm doing my duty as a ''girlfriend'' .
It's you who make me turned crazy everytime after readin your text in front of my friends .
It's you who gave me hopes .
It's you who make me Love a person again.
It's you who make me Happy.
It's you who make me upset.
It's you who make me worried.
It's you who make me cried.
It's you who Lie to me.
It's who's Break my Heart !
I cant fail to be waiting for your text and calls everynight until you text me . Even how late it is ,
even how tired I am ,
I dont even bother .
Even i have to wake up very early in the morning to go school ,
i Just wont fail to wait for you to go to bed till i sleep .
I'm going to turn bonkers because of you .
Everyday starring at the phone ,
awaiting to recieve your calls & msg.
I cant even concentrate in class when i'm having lessons .
My mind is all about YOU YOU YOU !
I Dont wish to touch those things anymore because of you ,
as you told me you don like .
It's you who gave me determination to do it .
Nobody can stop me from touching all this ,
only you .
And for this right now ,
I'm very confused .
Thanks to you .
I may be weak ,
But i know i can get over it .
I'm used to it already .
I'm sick&tired of it already .
It's time for me to rest .
But what i really hope is ,
You'll be with the person who you love&love you .
Hope she'll be the right girl .
The most important is ,
She'll love & treasure you like how much i love you .
I wont hate you ,
Cos it's my own foolishness that make things happen like this .
Everything is my fault .
I wont blame on anyone .
I know it's too late for me to regret ,
that i didnt hid everyone's advice.
I used to believe you , i told myself to follow my heart .
And i really did .
This time ,
i maked the wrong decision again .
Takecare , who is once i really loved (:
Labels: Leave me alone
`Elyvi signs off at Saturday, January 09, 2010
.Thursday, January 07, 2010 ' ♥
Daily Routine `
Currently in school having my CPA lessons , that was why i'm here doing my posting . I'm been lose of sleeping hours everyday . My dark rings is super dark ! I'm waiting for my Love to come back from his lion dance .. Hehe , I'm not tired of it . Just that i'm now suffering from the physically tiredness .. Yesterday had been chatting on the phone till 2 plus midnight . Woke up at 6.45 this morning , i'm very restless !
Miss you so much my loves ! Counting down the hours till we meet (:
Feelings for you really had deepened .
Baby , No matter what's going to happen in the future ,
I'm going to be by your side ,
Let us hand in hand ,
Walk through difficulties and happiness together down the streets .
I Love You ;D
Miss you so much my loves ! Counting down the hours till we meet (:
Feelings for you really had deepened .
Baby , No matter what's going to happen in the future ,
I'm going to be by your side ,
Let us hand in hand ,
Walk through difficulties and happiness together down the streets .
I Love You ;D
Labels: The Strength and the effort
`Elyvi signs off at Thursday, January 07, 2010
.Friday, January 01, 2010 ' ♥
Daily Routine `
This few days , BUGIS BUGIS BUGIS ! With Baby, T.meiling& Dearest (:Tml Bugis again ! Have so much fun with them . Cherishing the every moment with dearest ):
COUNTDOWN WITH T.MEILING at chinatown with her remands friends(:
`Elyvi signs off at Friday, January 01, 2010
