since i'm at home , i shall update. As everybody says my blog is rotting. This week din went to school at all. I went to drink drank drunk for the whole week again. Hais ,  sry for those who ask me don touch all those again . But i cant. I'm truly regret of touching those things back . Because i lose someone important in my life. The moment of harshed , i told him something that i shouldnt. I'm sry 'Baby'. Maybe this's the last time i call you this , cause i know you would hate me . I'm truly regret. That day i really smack fk-ing tooo much already. Everyone ask me to write that kind of msg. Until i was awake , than i realised i sent it ! I know everything is too late already.Maybe it's all fate. After tat day, i din eat at all. I don remember who am i , i feel kinda slapping myself . I drink drink and drink . I really forgot who , me , myself is. Why am i here? Something is missing in my life . There would be a thick scar in my body . Never be removed. Anyway, i just hope we would be the same like before, but i knew you wouldn't . The moment i woke up just now, I dont know why i'm crying... My fingernails had got blood. I pinch myself in my dream . My hand is all bleeding, leaving damn ugly scars on it . So what ? You wont care for me anymore. Seriously, you're the lucky. i have got many choices , but i choosed you . You doesnt treat me good either. Maybe we should just end here bahs .


Anyway , tml i have to go back Jurong HQ to report again -.- BOred. See whether got the chance meet until Steph and ivy not. Better dont let me see until Tat Bytch . CAI YING. bcos of her, the three of us KENA. YIAO SHIU !fk-it. Hope tonight nobody ask me go drink again , i wont go to . Tml comfirm must go report , if not PANG KANG !  Anyway , this few days , Thanks to zy , yiren , ben , baichi , ah zai and more and more and more .. thanks to you guys. Wash my brains. I found a new paths. ZY & Yiren , u guys treat me damn good . Who should i give a chance to ? i dont know. Cos currently i jus wan lead a single and peaceful life (: And i still cant get over him , sorry .

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