since i'm at home , i shall update. As everybody says my blog is rotting. This week din went to school at all. I went to drink drank drunk for the whole week again. Hais , sry for those who ask me don touch all those again . But i cant. I'm truly regret of touching those things back . Because i lose someone important in my life. The moment of harshed , i told him something that i shouldnt. I'm sry 'Baby'. Maybe this's the last time i call you this , cause i know you would hate me . I'm truly regret. That day i really smack fk-ing tooo much already. Everyone ask me to write that kind of msg. Until i was awake , than i realised i sent it ! I know everything is too late already.Maybe it's all fate. After tat day, i din eat at all. I don remember who am i , i feel kinda slapping myself . I drink drink and drink . I really forgot who , me , myself is. Why am i here? Something is missing in my life . There would be a thick scar in my body . Never be removed. Anyway, i just hope we would be the same like before, but i knew you wouldn't . The moment i woke up just now, I dont know why i'm crying... My fingernails had got blood. I pinch myself in my dream . My hand is all bleeding, leaving damn ugly scars on it . So what ? You wont care for me anymore. Seriously, you're the lucky. i have got many choices , but i choosed you . You doesnt treat me good either. Maybe we should just end here bahs .
Anyway , tml i have to go back Jurong HQ to report again -.- BOred. See whether got the chance meet until Steph and ivy not. Better dont let me see until Tat Bytch . CAI YING. bcos of her, the three of us KENA. YIAO SHIU !fk-it. Hope tonight nobody ask me go drink again , i wont go to . Tml comfirm must go report , if not PANG KANG ! Anyway , this few days , Thanks to zy , yiren , ben , baichi , ah zai and more and more and more .. thanks to you guys. Wash my brains. I found a new paths. ZY & Yiren , u guys treat me damn good . Who should i give a chance to ? i dont know. Cos currently i jus wan lead a single and peaceful life (: And i still cant get over him , sorry .
Labels: baby i'm sorry
`Elyvi signs off at Sunday, August 16, 2009
.Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ' ♥
Daily Routine ` Your Love
Took this on 5th July with Melody . At Bishan Mrt .
Labels: Your Souls
`Elyvi signs off at Tuesday, August 11, 2009
.Sunday, August 09, 2009 ' ♥
Daily Routine ` Loves you girls :D
Meet Meiling& Dearest at Jurong East Mrt Ytd(: Than Meet my 5cents :D
She's so so funny luhs. Shop around , and we bought the same Dress . Look at the pictures of the three us and you'll know- Dearest , 5cent &me . Meiling bought the blue wan, but she doesnt wanna wear ):
Something happened ytd , met some -fkers. And 5cents 'treated' her her SUNDAE chocolate ice-cream , LOL. And that f-ker even dare to scratch my 5cents hand, fk-ing bytch !
Took lots of photo (: take a look .
KANA CANDID BY 5CENTS !
`Elyvi signs off at Sunday, August 09, 2009
.Tuesday, August 04, 2009 ' ♥
Daily Routine ` Is this fate ?
Things are really so unpredictable .. Staring at the seas , i think and thinked . Should i really end it ? I really dont know i should give up anot . I know and prepared tat this thing will be happened anytime. I'm really afraid. What if this things doesnt happened ? But i dont think so .. Its so obvious already. Recently , there's really too much things happened. I can't take it anymore. I really feel so unsure of this ♥ . I don't know when things will fussed up this ♥ again . And who'll come between us again . I am afraid , really ... I'm sleeping with fear every night , wake up in the morning , lookin forward for your -good morning msg. Waiting to hear your voice every night . We used to chat on the phone with topics which doesnt breaks my heart. But after tat day , which you says you wanted to leave . As you think it's good for me . NO. Although we're back to normal already , but everything seems to have change le. Yes, You still love me and care for me as you used to . But you have always been hinting me that you'll leave me soon after that incident happened. Every words came out from my mouth are truefully and sincerely deep down from my heart. I told you before, if one day you're really gonna leave me .. I 'll really lost. Cause you're the one who make my life so lively ,so colourful. Without you , it's so colourless. The world will totally become so dark. You have been telling me you really ♥ me so much so much , and you cant bear to leave me . I really hate you to say that you wanna leave me.Its so hurtful .. Really .. so miserable..We seems to drift apart after today .. nothing happened . Just wanna tell you , i♥U
`Elyvi signs off at Tuesday, August 04, 2009
.Sunday, August 02, 2009 ' ♥
Daily Routine ` unconditionally loves
Many things happened recently . I'm really tired & sick .But no matter what , i'm not gonna give up through. So sick of blogging already , nth good and memorable to post this few days . Went to causeway point to meet Dearest Ytd . Miss her damn much . Weiling & her hostel friend was here too , but forgot her name ler -.-' It was her friend birthday . Went to eat Pastamania for our lunch , So yucky man . Weiling & me ate it so unwillingly . Laughs, Almost puke everything out -.-` Quite fun ? Have Our Honeymoon session with Dearest and outside her house , So much things to tell her . So happy & sad.
Without you around , you make me blinded . I din know which path should i go . What should i do ?
No adviser , no Nothing . Hoping everyday for your discharge (:
Reached home at 9plus. Met Sweetest♥ awhile, as some small things happened . We quarrelled abit . than went off -.-'' Everything is alright now then (:
Labels: Jus love me ♥
`Elyvi signs off at Sunday, August 02, 2009