Today , i had quarrelled with my mom . And i was fed-up with it . I shouted all the vulgarites at her. When i went home , she gave me a f- face . And i just ignored her. But she 's getting out of the ways . I really couldn't take it anymore. She kept and scold and kb me , When i was eating . She 's making me mad ! When i'm taking money from dad for my contact lense , She at there kpkb again ! And i said , I'm not even taking a cents from you ?! You kb so much for what , not your money anyway ?! If dad is really not going to give me , than forget it . But dad did gave it to me and still ask me whether it cost how much .And she just kept on nagging .. And said i didn't take her as mother , even worst - I doesn't care about this family ? WTF is she talking about . I just shout at her and said , i'm not going to come back this home anymore ! I do not have any Family ! Even if i really has , it's just a word ' family ' . In the reality , I DOESN'T have a FAMILY ! Why do i have this kind of mother ? I do have a Happy and lovely parents , and grandma .. I do love them alot .. But , do you think this the way my mom showered care , dote and love for me ? Maybe ppl out there think i'm in wrong , but if today you're my moms' daughter , you'll know how ___ she is . It's ok . I'm slowly getting used to it already ..Who could really understand me ? Nobody . This the only way i could let my words out from my heart on posting on my blog .

Labels: Where's my family ? Where does all my loves one go ?